Whew 2 days of workin passed w nothing bad happening or interestin happening. The job itself, is a really boring slacker job.. all i hv to do is call and ask if the guy's goin to some seminar or tell the guy wat the seminar's abt. Thank god its only 5 days. My lips are dry from all the talking haha... believe i dialed more than 250 phonecalls per day:p Haiz really hope i can find a job straight after this job but it prove to b impossible if i dun hv someone introducing me jobs. Its like... a bee in my bonnet haha... keep thkin of wat i can do.
Whatever... call me stupid but i wanna have a better Christmas haha... can buy a nicer gift haha..
Went out w dear dear just now. Perhaps hvnt seen him for quite some time(4 or 5 days?), thus felt v happy!! Such a sweet feeling it gives... felt myself melting and floating at the same time haha....
This hols.. i've come to learn alot of things... found more positivity, lesser vulnerability... thus hope i'll emerge to b more confident and wiser :) and perhaps fare better in my journey to find the real me...

gêmx86 posted at 8:32 AM.